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- My girlfriend lives in another town
- My parents and sister live far away
- summer
- living in a dormitory
- living in a small room which I call RATCAGE... 10m² --;
- the people in my flat in die dormitory (and their friends...)
- people in the dormitory making party all night when I want to study or sleep
- being fat -> not finding clothes to buy
- seing thiner people
- having a 10GB traffic-limit
- lost my creativity
- can't see two people I really like very often :/
- bras in my size cost over 50 €
- I suck in Japanese
- I get low grades
- I don't have much freetime - I'm always busy... but it doesn't make any difference it seems...
- feeling paralized
- my studies make me go crazy
- I'm tired-... always.
- feeling urge to eat >__> and to buy food...
- I am a very angry person... that sucks.
- Sometimes I am TOO honest... it hurts people...
- I can't control myself and my temper
- I apologize a lot and I am confused, when people reject it and say 'there's nothing to apologize about', but I feel like I did something wrong...
- I am constantly confused
- feeling lonely a lot
- I don't have a lot of money
- lost self-confidence (did I ever have it, anyway!?)
- being the kind of woman, that is happy in the first moment and turns to be deeply depressend in one second
- always thinking to do the wrong things and be a complete failure to humanity and society
- Bleach Manga started to suck --;...............
- failing in sports
- think I gained weight again - but too scared to look up the scales
- being lazy
- getting myself in the way over and over again
- think to much about this and that... I poring to much about... maybe unimportant things. But I think it's important and that... makes me muse so much that I get gloomy and depressed and don't feel like doing anything anymore
- I think a lot of things are senseless in this life
- seeing happy people... (IT'S UNFAIR THAT SUCH PEOPLE EVEN EXIST!)
- being too shy sometimes that I seem cold and arrogant, which gives people the wrong impressions about me
- feeling constant pain in my neck
- no time for clubbing anymore
- IF the rare case occurs and I feel happy about something - it nevers lasts long (this is a fact... )
- things in my life I can't control
- I'm scared, when I think about the future, but I think, I don't have controll over what will happen to me anyway
- crying a lot these days
- feeling terribly homesick
- avoiding contact with people, cause I think they don't even like me and I don't know what to talk about, because I am so grumpy these days
- being under pressure to be successful - and fail... and fail... and fail
- feeling like the world's on my shoulder
- being frustrated, cause I can't talk proper to people...
- can't express my feelings, thoughts and emotions, so people get me wrong. which is not their fault, but mine. of course nobody understands, if I am unaible to explain it correctly.
- lost sight to good friends from the past
- feeling unhappy - 24/7
- been starting to cry again right now...

- My girlfriend <3 -JackFrost-
- Cross-sama and Nii-san saitan-sama, Geistermaske
- Brother and Brother in law Ichigo, Kojiu
- Sena abgemeldet
- Zuko Dark-Mousi
- Grimmi and Ulli -Jack, -Suzu
- Hiruma : D
- MusaHiru and ShinSaku
- Kenseicosplay was a success
- People go crazy and think, I could cosplay Hiruma... and I will do it
- I finally got a Denshi Jishou
- Have a new portemonnaie
- Mindless Self Indulgence
- Eyeshield Manga
- I lost almost 20 kg since I started studying
- I got a job (with low salary, but I hope that will change soon)
- Girlfriend will move to my town in summer
- Coffee
- Cigarettes
- Watching Emergency Room and Grey's Anatomy
- J-day is coming soon
- My Code Geass group at Connichi <3
- Cola <3
- Meeting nice people at conventions
- Listening to music
- Taking showers