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Just a ... Lemon (?) XD

Autor:  ButterFay
Lemon Sherbet
by GrayMM
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Subaru took a long and lazy lick from the heaping spoon of ice lemonade, relishing the cold, tart sweetness against his overly warm skin. It was really altogether too nice of Seishirou-san to buy him a treat like this on such a warm day.

He shielded his eyes with the back of his free hand and gazed upward. Still not a cloud in sight. He looked left and right. Still a beach. He looked down. Still too warm to be wearing more than swimming trunks, but he’d be damned if he got burned.

A second spoon delved into the precariously-balanced pint of sherbet on Subaru’s knee, scooping a wide path from side to side, and Subaru decided not to protest. It was Seishirou-san after all who purchased the dessert.

He was entitled to a bite now and then.

Subaru continued sucking on the ice, feeling the pleasant melting sensation on his lips and tongue. He was so absorbed in the frosty sensation that he forgot to keep careful track of Seishirou’s limbs, and soon found himself ambushed.

Yup, he was indeed captured. The wide left hand was on his left shoulder as the spoon in his right hand plundered the container in his lap.

“Seishirou-san…!”

The voice was amused. “What can I do for you?”

Subaru pouted. “You’re making me hot.”

“…Am I really?” The seductive note let Subaru know that he needed to rephrase his complaint if he wanted to be released. Especially when a stray hand was drifting towards his chin.

“And if you’re not careful, I might choke.”

“Then relax…. and it’ll be alright.”

He detected a note of humor in Seishirou-san’s reply, but couldn’t figure out what was so funny. A dribble of cold, syrupy yellow sherbet landed on his knee, breaking his concentration once again.

“Geez, I’m going to get all sticky now.”

“That can’t be prevented.” A low chuckle of amusement.

What was his deal today? Melted sherbet was a serious problem, especially on his skin. Maybe Seishirou-san thought it was funny because he wasn’t the one with syrup on him yet.

“It’ll be sticky on you too.” He threatened with a spoonful.

“Will it? That’d be…” his voice dropped nearly a full octave, “perfect.”

Subaru blinked several times. Something must be bothering Seishirou-san. He was being particularly difficult today.

“You’re so hard,” he mumbled, “to understand today.”

“What am I, Subaru-kun?”

“Very hard, Seishirou-san,” he pouted.

And again came that devious chuckle that made no sense. Subaru decided to get even. If he couldn’t get Seishirou-san to make sense, he’d leave the beach without swimming at all, and defeat the whole purpose of coming.

He pointed back to where the van was parked. “I want to get out of here, Seishirou-san.” He gestured, “Take me.”

Seishirou convulsed.

“…You’re sure?”

Of course he was sure. The beach was getting less and less fun by the minute. There was sand between all of his toes, and he could feel the sun in every pore of his skin. “I’m so hot. Let’s go. Take me now.” He didn’t even feel like finishing the sherbet, as tasty as it was.

“Oh, but we can’t do that yet, Subaru-kun.”

“Why not?”

Seishirou reached into his back pocket. “We’ll need this,” he smirked, holding up a tube of gel.

Subaru conceded the point. “I guess… it’d be painful without.”

Aloe vera gel was good for any potential sunburn he may have gotten, because his skin couldn’t take more than a few minutes without assuming a rosy glow.

“Yes, it’ll sting less this way, but it may still be painful tomorrow.” Seishirou uncapped the gel and poured a liberal amount into his palm. Though something about the tone of his voice still implied something more than what he was saying.

“…Yes, I know.”

Seishirou proceeded to smear the goo around Subaru’s cheekbones, careful to avoid his eyes.

Subaru looked around the beach contemplatively, avoiding the intense amber stare laced with meaning he didn’t quite get. He sighed, resigning himself. “Seishirou-san..? This is my first time, you know.” It was odd that he'd lived within a few miles of the coast his entire life, but had never been to a beach resort.

“I’d thought as much,” Seishirou smirked. “That’s why we’re taking it slow...”

“Thank you, Seishirou-san.”

“I wouldn’t know how to forgive myself if you’d gotten hurt.”

He must mean the beach volleyball they’d played before stopping by the ice cream stand. They’d won against some odd tennis club fellows, but only barely. One of them had a mean smash, and Subaru had to lunge quickly to pick it up.

“Yes, I’m glad I got stretched first.”

“As am I, Subaru-kun. It would have been tight there for a while otherwise.” He replaced the cap on the tube. “All done.”

He and Seishirou stood, brushing the sand from their trunks and collecting their miscellaneous towels, umbrella, and cooler. Suddenly, Subaru felt a prick of remorse.

“...I’d like to come again.”

“…So soon?” The older man laughed. “I guess you’re young, after all.”

“Yes, but I’m glad we came together, this time.”

Seishirou adjusted the sunglasses on the bridge of his nose, but failed to fully suppress another spasm of laughter.

“As am I, Subaru-kun.”

Picking up the sherbert container to dispose of it, Subaru glanced at the label. He read it aloud, curious.

"'Contains no real fruit'. That means there's no lemon at all."

"It figures." Seishirou pulled the last of their things from the sand. "Believe me, I'm as disappointed as you are, Subaru-kun."

Subaru blinked.

"...I never knew you liked fruit."

Ich bau eine Stadt für dich...

Autor:  ButterFay
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aFukryfYm7A

Pläne für die nächste Woche:

-Donnerstag:
nachmittag -> wenn Sonne Wienerbergsee, sonst shoppen
abend -> Kino (Illuminati)

-Freitag:
vormittag/nachmittag -> Uni
abend -> Papa und Schwesterherz zu Besuch

-Samstag:
vormittag -> Bonzenfriseur gesponsert von Daddy *-*
nachmittag-> Shoppen
abend -> Lifeball?

-Sonntag:
bis nachmittag -> Sis und Paps da
abend -> Jen und Lilli?

-Montag: lernen...

-Dienstag: lernen...

-Mittwoch: abend -> WU Aulafest

-Donnerstag:
vormittag/nachmittag -> Wienerbergsee
abend -> Flughafen: Pierre abholen

Just a drabble (SeiSub) ~by Elihice

Autor:  ButterFay
Fuuma is, contrary to popular opinion, a very patient person. There’s only a small group of things that do set him off, and one of them is to be ignored.

Kamui knows his place in this battle: he stares at Fuuma knowing one of them is going to decide the fate of humanity; he gives his enemy his undivided attention. The battle progresses as it should be and Fuuma is winning.

The problem starts when the Sumeragi comes to the rescue. Not because Fuuma is afraid of the onmyouji’s power, but because it attracts another onmyouji. Once the Sumeragi and the Sakurazukamori are in the same place, their attention tends to dangerously shift towards somewhere that’s not Fuuma or the battle.

“I’m not here to fight with you. Leave now, Seishirou-san.”

“Well, Subaru-kun, what kind of dragon of earth would I be if I did that?”

They both stare at each other. The Sakurazukamori smiles and the Sumeragi deepens his frown. They stare for a while longer. This has to be stopped now, before they start lighting cigarettes and remembering good old times.

“You, Seishirou, are already a terrible dragon of Earth. The moment the Sumeragi walks into the scene, you completely forget about your evil duties to flirt with him.”

“That’s just a little game between me and Subaru-kun. Nothing that concerns you or-”

“Yes a game, a hunt” That excuse has been used for far too long. Fuuma really thinks it’s a mating ritual. “It was amusing to watch... the first fourteen times or so. Now it’s really getting out of hand. We do have an apocalypse to set off here, you know. “

“We have time.”

“And besides, it’s pretty easy to see you want to kiss the Sumeragi senseless.”

“Really? I’m disappointed Monou-kun. I thought your ability to see wishes was far more accurate than that.”

“That’s not your wish. That’s just obvious. “

“Er... That goes for you too, Subaru.” Kamui is seated in a pile of rubble, looking way to comfortable and entertained. Maybe this is the most fun he has had weeks, because Fuuma is actually having fun. Things need to be taken further.

“Now, you true wish is a little more twisted. Not that I expected anything less from you, but it is a little too dramatic for my taste. If you want so much to say to the Sumeragi that you love him, can’t you do it in a less suicidal way?”

“...”

The Sakurazukamori’s astounded face is priceless. He should have done this earlier.

“...is that... is it true? ...Seishirou-san, you... you love me?”

“...”

“Oh, and if you are curious, the Sumeragi’s wish was to be killed by you. Three minutes ago. Right now he wishes you would stop gaping like a fish and start kissing him.”

“...”

“...”

“ So, what are you waiting for? Go kiss now, before I change my mind. Kamui and I will just pretend you have just killed each other in a bloody and epic battle. “

Fuuma turns for a moment and they’re gone.

“Now, where were we?”

“Inventing details for the bloody and epic battle.”

“Mmm... how about a bridge and sakura petals?”

Love is Blind - SeiSub

Autor:  ButterFay
"Love is Blind"
By Ariss Tenoh

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You don't see me.

Even during that year, you did not see me.

You saw only a child, innocent and trusting. A doll, beautiful and desirable. An amusement, delightful and entertaining.

A prey, kept for the pleasure of the hunt, and soon to be caught and devoured.

Not a possible lover, not the future. Not a human being, only the promise of a present soon to become a past.

A being. No, worse yet. An object.

You did not see me....

And I wanted, more than anything else in the world,

For you to SEE me.

Because I love you.

But...

Love is blind.


* * *


You don't see me.

During that year, you did not see me.

You saw only a man, handsome and strong. A veterinarian, kind and charming. A possible lover, passionate and protective.

A person, kept for companionship, and soon to be more.

Not a killer, not the past. Not a hunter, only the promise of a present soon to become a future.

An illusion. No, worse. A being who doesn't exist.

You did not see me....

And I wanted, more than anything else in the world,

For you to SEE me.

Because.. I...

But...

IT is blind.


* * *


You don't see me.

Even after nine years, you did not see me.

You saw only a young man, vengeful and bloodthirsty. An onmyouji, powerful and threatening. A Dragon of Heaven, strong and determined.

An object, kept for enjoyment, and soon to be broken.

Not a possible lover, not the past. Not a prey, only the promise of a future soon to become the present.

An illusion. No, worse. A lie.

You did not see me....

And I wanted, more than anything else in the world,

For you to SEE me.

And so...

I will die for you.

For myself.

For you to see me,

For you to finally feel and live.


* * *


You don't see me.

Even after nine years, you did not see me.

You saw only a man, an old acquaintance. A friend, a one-time veterinarian. A long-lost love, yearned for and desired back.

A person, cherished and deprived of, and soon to be reunited with.

Not the Sakurazukamori, not the past. Not a Dragon of Earth, only the promise of a future that will never come.

A dream. No, worse. A lie.

You did not see me....

And I wanted, more than anything else in the world,

For you to SEE me.

And so...

I will die.

For myself.

For you to see me,

For you to finally feel and live.


* * *


I didn't see you.

It is true.

Even after all this time of knowing you, even after meeting you again,

I did not see you.

I saw only what I wanted to see, what I wanted you to become.

The person I wanted to forge you into.

Not what you were, not the past. Not what you are, the present that I didn't want to come.

But.. I'm happy. To speak the words I wanted most to tell you of.. and to hear those words spoken from you in return.

To... die by you hand.

To.. be your... first and only love.. and first kill.

To see you looking at me in this way.

My wish is fulfilled.

... I.. only wish.. I'd told you sooner... I'd seen you.... sooner.....

But...

Love.. is... blind.

........................


* * *


I didn't see you.

It is true.

Even after all this time of knowing you, of dreaming about you, even after meeting you again,

I did not see you.

I saw only what I wanted to see, what I believed.. what I wanted you to be.

The person who would be able to grant my death wish.

Not what you were, not the past. Not what you are, the present that I didn't believe would come.

But.. I'm happy. To speak the words I wanted most to tell you of.. and to hear those words spoken from you in return.

To know that I was in some way special to you.

To be your first, and perhaps only, love.

To know that you didn't want to kill me.. didn't want me to die.

To see you.. looking at me in this way.

My wish is fulfilled.

... I.. only wish.. I'd told you sooner... I'd seen you.... sooner.....

I'm sorry.. so sorry.

I'm crying, I can't stop myself... can't stop all these tears.. can't stop this searing pain..

I wish.. I wish....

But..

Love is blind.

Proseminarsarbeit: Homosexuelle Männer im MODERNDEN Japan

Autor:  ButterFay
Mit Fragestellung: Macht Schimmeln schwul?

XD Was ein kleiner Verschreiber alles anrichten kann XD
Allerdings hätte das Thema bestimmt noch niemand sonst bearbeitet*ggg*
Zumindest hat das meine Stimmung etwas gehoben, danke Jen*g*
Dann werd ich mein dämliches Konzept mal fertig stellen... *Gesicht verzieh*

Sonnenschein und Unikrempel

Autor:  ButterFay
Brate grade mit meinem Laptop herausen am Balkon (yeah, das Kabel reicht *_*) und versuche mich dazu zu motivieren irgendwas für die Uni zu tun... was allerdings mehr schlecht als recht funktioniert*argh*
Wieso ist das Wetter so toll, wenn man unter Lernzeugs versinkt? Bin froh, dass meine Wohnung nen Balkon hat, und ich net völlig drinnen versauer...

Oo

Autor:  ButterFay
Hab heute ne gute Tat vollbracht und nen 50 Euro Schein, der im Bankomat steckte, in der Bank abgegeben.
Grade schreibt mich der Bankangestellte, dem ich den überreicht habe, bei Studivz an Oo
Sehr gruselig XD

Nur gute Nachrichten ^__^

Autor:  ButterFay
Habe grade meine letzte Hausübung für die Osterferien fertig gebracht und kann mich jetzt endlich auf den Urlaub freun *_*
Irgendwie ists noch total unreal, dass ich in ein paar Stunden im Flieger nach Athen sitzen werde *hach*

Und unsren Sommerurlaub haben wir auch endlich gebucht. Dafür, dass es so ne schwere Geburt war, ist dann doch alles plötzlich mehr als glatt gegangen. 550 Euro für All Inclusive in Kreta (Malia), und unser Hotel ist direkt neben der Barmeile^^ Perfekter gehts gar nicht *-*

Also dann, ich melde mich dann mal bis 15. April ab =)
Vermisst mich nicht zuviel XD
Hab euch liieb ^^

Japan Expo Paris - Ehrengast CLAMP *-*

Autor:  ButterFay
Ich MUSS dahin! Wah, Clamp in Europa! *-*
Werd gleich Rene anrufen und fragen ob ich mit ihnen mitfahren kann *_*

^_^

Autor:  ButterFay
One stream of sunlight is enough to make many shadows disappear...