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I'm lost in my dream; lost as the morning arises from its sleep
Was I dead or barely kept alive in these last couple of hours
Did I live through days or just through seconds;
As these few seconds passed by my eyes at least a thousand times
Hard to remember, even harder to forget
Wouldn't it hurt if this madness stopped?
Easy to deny, even easier to give in every night
It could hurt me if I changed the way it is
Can't remember the last time I've been glared by the sun
Been trapped in the darkness for too many month
Have I found my light or has it just found me?
Hold on to that chance to regain my vision once again
Can't even remember the way I look by the curious gaze I gave my mirror image
Go on and on, as I'm recognised by all these familiar faces I hardly remember
Every morning I wake up
The mirror lies to me
Denies honesty all along
Won't catch my reflection
I'm lonely in the evening; lonely even before the sun leaves me
Did I survive or am I merely reborn after all the time I've spent
Couldn't do another step with exhaustion pinning me down
And I really tried to remember a single thing I've done
Haven't done anything but being scared of tomorrow
And all the same thoughts yet again
Hard to remember, even harder to forget
Easy to deny, even easier to stay up all night
Can really well remember when I've been glared by the moon
It gave me light while darkness blossomed within me
Has this light found me, or have I just found it?
Hold on to that slight possiblity of falling asleep eventually
Circumstances seem to remember me as they disturb my calm everytime I try
Go on and on, just to avoid all these familiar things I can't stand yet
Every morning I wake up
The truth is within reach
It won't face me in regard
As it catches my reflection
