~†~
Everyday
I hide my face
Behind a mask of happiness
You think
I’m the tough guy
Instead I’m drowning in loneliness
Everyday
I just pretend
To smile at the world with a happy face
But honestly
On the inside
I’m dead like a corpse, fallen from grace
Instead of being strong
I just run away
From living my life
‘Cause I’m too afraid to stay
My entire existence
Is like a nightmare
I’ve lost my resistance
But I don’t really care
The people around me
Still think I’m okay
But nobody can see
That my soul has gone away
Abandoned, lost and not found
Alone in a lonely world
I’m chained by an invisible bound
Not able to say a word
Day after day
I’m hiding behind my mask
And night after night
My tears cover my unemotional face
Someday
I will be far away
Somewhere in the deep darkness
Not able to come back
Maybe then
Some of you might see
I had never been the person
You thought I was
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