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Vreith   [Zeichner-Galerie] Upload: 12.11.2020 14:10
Englische Beschreibung die ich von meinem Facebook übernehme

Sketch Oboro and Rena (my OC). There will be a lot more, next Year i´ll start a Manga with my two Couples Oboro x Rena and Kankurou x Keileen
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I realised, that i´m a lot under pressure the last time...The pressure to be as quick as possible good enough for the Industry with no take care about myself.
I´m chronicle ill but i tried to ignore this, i don´t wanna be sick and not able to work full time my whole life.
I want do work with the big Ones. Activision, Battlefield, Cod, PUBG, WoT and so on. So i tried to push myself with Artworks that are impossible to reach for me at the time. I tried to fligh high, but crashed hard, again. I have to learn to work with my disease and get help from the State, that other People pay for me ´cause i´m not able to take care for myself.
I tried to get work as quick as possible with my artwork nd don´t be longer a burden for people, that pay Taxes for me so i can have a apartment, food, heater, i´m able to visit doctors that i need.
But i have to accept that this will still be a part of my live for some years to...i..i want to say sorry but i know there´s no sorry brcause it´s not my fault i´m ill...
There´s so much chaos in my Head, especially with studying and be a great artist, but i have to accept that i have to learn on my own speed. And it takes time.,
The baddest thing that i forget about myself is, that i´m not only a Girl that loves Egoshooters, Guns, Soldiers, heavy Vehicles and so on....since so many Years i love just Romance, Couples that love each other, Girls that are fragile and just need a beloving Partner that take care of them.
I forgot that i love write and draw romantic Stories with the typical Shoujotouch, with Love, Trust, Promisses, Romance and so on...
Not only War, Crisis and Hate like it´s normal in the World today.
I just want my perfect world and now, i will take care more of this part of mine.
Romancestories, Love, Trust and so on...that´s what i´am and what my really Artistic me is besides the hart Core with Military, Shooters, Guns, hevy Machine and bad Boys.
So i hope it´s ok for you to see in the next Time more Stuff like this. It´s healing for me and my Soul. I´m know i´m weak and fragile too....on the outside. But that doesn´t mean i´m it on the Inside too. Every weak Girl has a Strong part too. I´m hevily scared in the Worl d today but i know, i can be strong too...
So let me take you with me to my other (artistic) Side and just dreaming a perfect World, run away from this cruel World today ❤
Themen:
Naruto

Stile:
Computer Grafik, Computer koloriert

Unterthemen:
Narutos Generation

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