Longing von abgemeldet (Sugi / Shinya ^^) ================================================================================ How I miss it... Those days when we went to school... Those times when we were still innocent... I remember just too well... When I first saw you... It was just unexpected... It hit me before I could realize... Me... the lonesome wolf... That I could feel something... Especially for a boy... I used to act as if I didn't like you... Because I didn't know how to handle it... I never thought that someone could ever become that special for me... But you are... even now... Our days at school were hard... But I really enjoyed them.. We still spend time together... Thoug it's different now... Today we are friends... Good friends... You seem to be happy with it... But for me... it's not enough... I want to touch you... I need to kiss you... I'm longing for your love... A love I'll never receive... I always knew it... But it still hurts... I'm not sure if I can stand it much longer... To be with you without really being with you... At least the others didn't realize my feelings for you... But you didn't, either... No one will ever know... What I'm really longing for... I'd rather stay the 'Walking Porn'... Someone who doesn't seem to care about feelings... As if... I never said that sex was all I cared about... But everyone thinks so... Except you... You know better... But you don't know that I'm longing for you... And I'll leave it at that... ~owari~ Hosted by Animexx e.V. (http://www.animexx.de)