Smiling   von <span style='color: gray;'>abgemeldet</span>
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Ein sehr trauriges Gedicht, das zudem noch auf Englisch ist. Ich hab es schon
vor längerer Zeit geschrieben. Ich denke, man kann erraten, um welche zwei
Personen es hier geht...(wer es nicht weiß, der kann mich per mail fragen:
kaeera@yahoo.de). Viel Spaß beim lesen...und hinterlasst bitte ein Kommentar,
ich möchte wissen, was ihr denkt^^ Thanks!

 

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Smiling

by Kaeera




When they told you 

about your illness 

You smiled. 

You didn't want me to worry 

so you smiled 
  
  
  
Since I can remember 

You have been there 

Protected me 

Helped me 

Loved me. 
  
  
  
When our friends visited you 

You talked with them 

And smiled 

As if everything would be okay 

But it wasn't. 
  
  
  
So many things 

we shared together 

So many things 

we have gone through together 

I don't want you to go! 
  
  
  
When Mum was hugging you 

You, her oldest son 

You smiled at her 

and told her not to cry 

You have been so strong 
  
  
  
You've been always very strong 

You did everything for me 

You would give your life for me 

Without thinking 

I was always very proud to have you as my brother 
  
  
  
When you became thin 

And pale 

You still smiled 

And when I was crying 

You comforted me. 
  
  
  
You never showed your feelings 

I'm your brother 

But even I couldn't see your heart 

Your true feelings 

Because you've been too afraid to show them. 
  
  
  
When Dad was crying 

beside you 

for the first time in my life 

You smiled and hugged him. 

I was the only one who saw the tears in your eyes. 
  
  
  
You didn't want us to worry 

You thought that smiling would help me 

But I often wished 

That you cried 

So that I could show my love for you 
  
  
  
Then came the day 

When you smiled the last time 

When you closed your eyes 

and never opened them again 

The Day You Died. 
  
  
  
The Sun was shining 

It was a very nice day 

You enjoyed the singing of the birds 

But when we came back in the afternoon 

You couldn't listen to the birds anymore. 
  
  
  
That's the day I will never forget 

The Day everybody cried 

The Day I wanted to follow you 

The Day I hated you 

for leaving me alone 
  
  
  
  
  
But I can't hate you 

You didn't want to leave 

Now you are gone. 

Your room is empty. 

Your guitar will never be played again. 
  
  
  
  
I love you. 

And I will never forget you. 

I will keep my memories 

of the best brother ever 

And you are smiling.

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